Monday, September 13, 2010

Stalker...

My new job is being a stalker...
I've found out how much I didn't understand her....
If I did would I feel as I feel?
I don't know her suffering...I just wanted whats best for me...
I feel like an idiot...well I always were...I hope she would forgive me...
Why can't things go back as the way they were before...
I regret my decisions...
I regret my choices...
But what's done is done...
Since I'm already in, all I need to do is lift my leg out...
Too complicated for me to fully comprehend...
Let's just stick to Amsterdam and Melbourne for now...
Feel like getting drunk, wasted, high, and stoned....
Give me a solution GOD !!!~

I WANNA GET OUT !!!~~

The Road So Far....

Went to IKEA on Saturday,
and met my Dearest cousin on Sunday, Eve...
And went to clean up that shit hole for a penthouse, on Monday....
Going back to Bukit Cahaya today, which is Tuesday, for a helluva good exercise
and then having a freaking awesome steamboat...

With this all said, I was sane for the whole time, except on Saturday, where I was pissed off at everything,
Well I'm feeling a whole lot better since the last week...
trying to take my time off her, still trying to get in touch with her...
I feel like I'm being so desperate....U think?!~
I'm gonna let go for this whole week...spending my time, killing people on the PS2 and the Computer,
all that while getting high on ....well I don't have weed , so ...
might as well get high on something....I'll think of something....

I just read an article about Arnold Schwarzenegger...
he is being dissed by the Union, just because of pay deduction...
they don't know how privileged they are....they complain, complain, and bla bla bla....
If I was in Cali...I'd be living the dream...I might get shot...but...well...shyt happens...

Til next time Mori, signing off...

Friday, September 10, 2010

Brother's Outing...

My awesome friend who is like a brother to me, Daniel Maniam...
He was my friend since primary school, the only 2 person who spoke English to me during my schooling days,
We met up again in Bukit Tinggi AEON....

It's not an awesome place, but it'll do...
we went to the Chicken Rice Shop, it's not great, but it'll do...
then we watched R-evil together, it was good stuff...

I-City is packed?~ Why is that?
Raya~ thats why, the Malays are gathering there, actually they're everywhere....
Wearing green sarongs, and songkoks, matched with a pair of shades...
Even Malays are getting into the trend...

This whole day, I've only been feeling annoyed, pissed, at everything and anything,...
Feel like anyone can make me burst at anytime...
I really need to stop this...but the thought of you, is making me insane...
It's 1.30a.m , and Mori signing out...~ Thank you DJ...

Usher - The DJ Got Us Falling Again~

Usher (yeah man)
So we back in the club
Get that bodies rockin from side to side (side to side)
Thank God the week is done
I feel like a zombie gone back to life (back to life)
Hands up, and suddenly we all got our hands up
No control of my body
Ain’t I seen you before?
I think I remember those eyes, eyes, eyes, eyes
Cause baby tonight, the DJ got us falling in love again
Yeah, baby tonight, the DJ got us falling in love again
So dance, dance, like it’s the last, last night of your life, life
Gonna get you right
Cause baby tonight, the DJ got us falling in love again
Keep downing drinks like this
Not tomorrow that just right now, now, now, now, now, now
Gonna set the roof on fire
Gonna burn this mother fucker down, down, down, down, down, down
Hands up, when the music drops
We both put our hands up
Put your hands on my body
Swear I seen you before
I think I remember those eyes, eyes, eyes, eyes
Cause baby tonight, the DJ got us falling in love again
Yeah, baby tonight, the DJ got us falling in love again
So dance, dance, like it’s the last, last night of your life, life
Gonna get you right
Cause baby tonight, the DJ got us falling in love again

Usher Dj Got Us Falling In Love lyrics found on http://www.directlyrics.com/usher-dj-got-us-fallin-in-love-lyrics.html
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In the cover of the music
Get naked baby
I’m sorry chica
Better holla at Tyrone
Let him know how I jump through your foot loop
Scolla chico two can
We’re from the blocka blocka o polaca
Were the boys get loose like wacka flacka
Oh no man, it’s global
Was’ up
Colale flacka
I wanna be your giant, no not your dada
Dale abre ai
Papa Nicholas baby
Let me see
Yo soi un Jaunito
Que stato taito
Yo freco, no OK

Cause baby tonight, the DJ got us falling in love again
Yeah, baby tonight, the DJ got us falling in love again
So dance, dance, like it’s the last, last night of your life, life
Gonna get you right
Cause baby tonight, the DJ got us falling in love again
Yeah, baby tonight, the DJ got us falling in love again
So dance, dance, like it’s the last, last night of your life, life
Gonna get you right
Cause baby tonight, the DJ got us falling in love again
Yeah, thank you DJ

Thursday, September 9, 2010

Be Strong...

Me and her texted each other just before 12am,
Was just thinking if she'd slept already or is she with her boyfriend...
So we texted rite, like always we had to talk about stuff between us that obviously i started,
like the Dick I am...
she asked me whether she could help cheering me up, maybe a kiss she said?
My heart was saying, " why not?" , but I knew better than to kiss a person who does not love me,
i might as well kiss the carpet...

She keeps telling me to be strong , and to love myself before loving others....
I did all that, but all those emotional feelings come pouring back automatically...
It's like Dynamite, and i love the way she lies, telling me it's going to be ok....
If wasn't human, and i didn't have a heart, I'd be kissing some other girls by now....

With all this said, the only thing that I really wanna do , is to just Club my ass off...
I wanna get high, stay drunk, and try to get some other girls attention while i'm at it....
I wanna forget love....she told the whole class as a spontaneous public speaking....
Love is more important than money...i said the exact opposite when i presented...
now I really understand what she meant as Love is more important...
I have all the other love I can get, the missing link, the last piece of the puzzle, is in her hands....

Whether I die alone, or I die a rich and lonely man, is all up to her...
Only Love and Money can make a man wreck they're minds and brains over....
As I am a Hypocryte, i might have said that i'm giving up, but in my heart,
I know, I will never stop loving this person...

It's driving me insane...last message received was at 1.30a.m....
I still love her...

Just Need Somebody To Love

Ohhhhh ohoooooo
For you i’d write a symphoney!

I’d tell the violin
It’s time to sink a swim
Watchn’ play for yaaaa!

For you i’d be
Wohaaa
But in a thousand miles just get you where you are

Step to the beat of my heart.
I don’t need a whole lot
But for you I need I

I’d rather give you the world
Or we can share mine!
I know that I won’t be the first one given you all this attention

But Baby listen,

I just need somebody to love

I-I
I don’t need to much

Just need Somebody to love.
(just need somebody to love)

I don’t need nothing else,
I promise girl I swear.
I just need somebody to love.

(I need somebody I-I need somebody
I need somebody I-I need somebody)

Everyday I bring the sun around,
I sleep away the clouds.
Smile for me (Smile for me)

I would take,
Every second,
Every single time spend it like my last dime.
Step to the beat of my heart.

I don’t need a whole lot
But for you I need I
I’d rather give you the world
Or we can share mine!

I know I won’t be the first one,
Given you all this attention.
Baby listen!

I just need somebody to love,
I don’t need nothing else,
I promise girl I swear.
I just need somebody to love.

(Repeat 2)
I need somebody,
I-I need somebody,
I need somebody,
I-I need somebody.

(Somebody to loooove, somebody to looove.)

I just need somebody to love.

And you can have it all,
Anything you want.
I can bring you, give you,
The finer things yeah!

But what I really want,
I can’t find ’cause,
Money can’t find me.
Somebody to love.

Ohhhhh Whoaaaa

Find me somebody to love oohhh.

I need somebody to love,
I-I don’t need to much
Just somebody to love.
Somebody to love.

I don’t need nothing else,
I promise girl I swear,
I just need somebody to love.

I need somebody,
I-I need somebody,
I need somebody,
I-I need somebody.

I need somebody,
I-I need somebody,
I need somebody,
(I swear I just need somebody to love)
I-I need somebody.

Oh Oh.

I just need somebody to love

I'm giving up...hahaha

They say people who give up, are the worst...
But I know I'll never give up on Life , Family, and Friends...
They'll be There even if I'm in dire states....
I'll Decide things from now on...
I Won't care How It Needs To Be Done and what not....
My way or the highway....
I just never felt it like this BEFORE...~
Awesome...how people may be so fragile...well I'm not glass, but I'm breaking...
G Man better do what he have to do or I'll break him...
I guess he'll do better than me...

Tuesday, September 7, 2010

And I Thought I Was Messed Up

My classmate for 4 years, well he seems pissed...
Start to think about it, shyt aint that bad for me after all...
man the good times keep on rolling...
I was thinking of getting together my college mates under my house.
then again, i think its gonna be full with my relatives around,
I'm trying to keep it positive, hoping for the worst at all times...

Hahaha, inviting them to come and hoping for the worst...
i'm such a stupid person...
and I thought i was having issues...you can say that i love it when others are under distress.
but I would never want anything serious to happen with them...friends and family are the most important...

Well i'm kind of relieved, me and her were chatting, whenever this happens we always still chat,
i don't know why but it never gets awkward...its either she's very forgiving, she doesn't mind, or i'm an idiot...
well we all know the answer to that...

On Wednesday, i'll be going to KL to visit ah tan...and get together with my classmates which i can't live a day without being with them...i just hope it all works out...judging from my non-planned invitations, i wont survive this round....Well i'll update as soon as i get back...

Monday, September 6, 2010

Lyrics of My Life

I feel that Rick Price really does it well to sing how i'm feeling...
obviously it wasn't meant for me, it's for all the guys there that is close to giving up on love,
but, suicide , never an option...
there are families, friends, and enemies you have to take care of, so don't go dying without a fight...

Maybe my love will come back someday, Only heaven knows...
if he's still holding that revolver then i dont know whats gonna happen...
for now i'm trying to be a man and let it go for a while...
Never Give Up Hope, God Will Work It's Magical Revolver And Set Things Back in Motion...

I'm going to bukit cahaya now, time is 8.00a.m...log out~

Rick Price - Heaven Knows

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你不知道的事^^

hu die ca ji ci yan jing
cai xue hui fei xing
ye kong sa man le xing xing
dan ji ke hui luo di

wo fei xing dang ni zhui loh zhi ji
hen kao jin ai ting jian hu xi
dui bu qi wo que mei zhua jin ni

ni bu zhi dao wo wei shen me li kai ni
wo jian chi bu neng shuo fang ren ni ku qi
ni de lei di xiang qing pen da yu sui log man di
zai xin li qing xi

ni bu zhi dao wo wei shen me hen xia xin
hai xuan zai ni kan bu jian de gao kong li
duo de shi ni bu zhi dao de shi

Whatever I Could Remember...

There have been a few things happening in my life,
My Life was Great , But It Became even Better when she came in the picture,
She was the greatest thing since, anything....

She gave me all the love, and pain a man can feel in life...
She loves another, that's ok I said to myself...

"I Love him" she says, I can change all that i thought to myself...
Long did i know God was gonna shoot me down with a Colt Revolver empowered,
TO KILL YOU FROM THE INSIDE....

Even if I die on the inside, i will never condemn her,
Even during a semester break, all I think about is her...

I can feel how the soldiers in Iraq feel before they die...

Enough about dying,
For my 2nd year 1st semester break,
We went to Genting Highland...

We already went there twice this semester...
the 1st time our group ever had a real holiday together,
Korean Girl, Little Rain, Rainee, Big Bro,Tong, Nance, Prince, and Me...
The 1st time was not better than the 2nd time.
Not because MyLove was there, its because the 1st time we clubbed was kinda sad...

The 2nd time I danced like it was no one's business...
In the circle, with all the girls, shaking my booty...
Yeah u can say i was enjoying myself, the problem is we are all in 1 room...

The 1st night, was the most breathtaking night of my life...
Never have i been so close to the 1 before...
Being a gentleman, i respected personal space. So nothing fishy...
She was the angel that i never imagined...the life that i wanted...
If it meant not migrating to Australia, i don't care, as long as i'm with the 1...

There are angels and demons, I consider myself a demon for coming into a relationship of two,
thinking I will make her mine and you'll fucking die...

Yup i'm evil, but God with all his forgiving-ness gave me strength not to break his face,
If i had a chance i would ....I never thought writing a blog would be this relieving...
I looked down on bloggers, saying they dont have a friend to talk to or what not.
But seeing im in a shit state myself, i might as well type this down and save myself the nights of tears,

I'm down on my knees for her, just right now, chatting with her through facebook,
I asked a question, If she were to break up with her boyfriend, would she be with me?
For obvious reasons that the handyman was holding a Colt Revolver shot me with it...
Well happy endings seemed overrated for anyone from any angle,
If you were me you'd feel my pain...No man should be alone this i know. But wanting it
and not getting it back is cruel...

Well I guess shit happens...I hate cupid cos he's just a dumb angel shooting love pointed arrows,
in freaking wrong directions...FUCK YOU CUPID!!!

I can tell you , when they entered my house, I was like, hey meet my parents,
If i love you . they'll love you too...
Problem is she doesn't love me...
God is playing Russian Roulette, Like Rihanna on Drugs....
Shooting me with every bullet everytime he puts 1 in...
Well My "Beautiful Love Life" Dream, is getting washed or SHOT AT!
i might as well be a plumber weating yellow boots kissing ROSIE!

I gave a crappy room with dust all over for friends to stay in...
I gave the person i loved shyt all time...Not being to abled enough to be a better person is like,
My whole life...
I wanna change that...God please send me someone with a solution...i want a person who says it
STRAIGHT FORWARDLY...not like that Bruce Almighty kind of joke...

She asked am i okay?...I just Got 12 gauged by God and she asked me whether i was ok...
not to say that, it was a stupid question, but looking at it, i got rejected and not going really great
when i asked her whether she even likes me or not...
what you want a guy to do? I'm human!!

Monday, January 12, 2009

王力宏 心跳

想跟我吵架 我没那么无聊
不懂得道歉 我没那么聪明
好想要回到我们的原点

你又在哭泣 我给不了安慰
我又在摇头 有那么点后悔
爱情的发展已难以回头 却无法往前走

但身不由己出现在胸口
两颗心能塞几个问号
爱让我们流多少眼泪

你的眼神充满美丽 带走我的心跳
你的温柔如此靠近 带走我的心跳
逆转时光到一开始 能不能给一秒
等着哪一天你也想起
那悬在记忆中的美好

想跟我吵架 我没那么无聊
不懂得道歉 我没那么聪明
好想要回到我们的原点

但身不由己出现在胸口
两颗心能塞几个问号
爱让我们流多少眼泪