Stalker...

My new job is being a stalker...
I've found out how much I didn't understand her....
If I did would I feel as I feel?
I don't know her suffering...I just wanted whats best for me...
I feel like an idiot...well I always were...I hope she would forgive me...
Why can't things go back as the way they were before...
I regret my decisions...
I regret my choices...
But what's done is done...
Since I'm already in, all I need to do is lift my leg out...
Too complicated for me to fully comprehend...
Let's just stick to Amsterdam and Melbourne for now...
Feel like getting drunk, wasted, high, and stoned....
Give me a solution GOD !!!~

I WANNA GET OUT !!!~~